This blog is about my heart, and about my life. It's about what I go through everyday, and how i'm impacted by these events. It shows how I need God in my life more and more each and everyday.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
The Unreachable Dream.
The alarm went off at exactly 6:45 AM this morning. The same song played as a new sunny day began. I opened my eyes to once again appear not where I had been for the past few hours, but to appear in reality. The dream land slowly faded away, and the world came into vision. Waking up to a vast world of things you want but will never have, can really be a tair on your heart. As the world turns, I constantly find myself sitting back as I watch all the opportunities fly past me. They seem to far for me to reach, and yet so very close at the same time. Then there's the unrealistic, the dreams. The opportunities aren't even there and yet your heart aches for it, bleeds for it. I find myself chasing after this never ending dream. This dream makes me feel safe, yet daring all at the same time. However, all it will ever be is a dream. A fantasy of sorts, that will never come true. So, as I went through the day I decided I would live in reality while my mind wondered in those dreams. I would think of the dream, and how if only it could someday be apart of my reality how drastic everything would suddenly change. I would finally really be happy.
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