Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Thanksgiving.

I can't believe Thanskgiving is already coming. I love this time of year, because I always remember I have so much to be thankful for. I have been blessed incredibly, and even though this year had been so tough, it's also been one of the best years of my life. Every year I always write a blog for thanksgiving, and I know I won't have time to do this before Thursday and so I will do this now.

Jesus- You are my everything. When everything crashes, and when everyone lets me down, I know you are the one person who will always be there to lift me up. This year you have taught me so much, and every moment I learn more. Without you my life would be nothing. Thank you for being the very breath that I breathe. You make my darkness disappear, and you make the clouds go away. I want you to know that I will always love you. Thank you soo much for everything you have done for me. I don't deserve your love, but I am so grateful everyday that I have it. You are the only thing that keeps me going.

The Family- You are my foundation. I look to you guys for everything, and I thank you for always being there. I thank you for teaching me in the ways I should go, and for always supporting me. Thanks for always loving me, and for all the laughs we share. We have a strong family unit and Satan is not allowed to ever break it. I love you guys.

Erica- You are my best friend in the entire world. I couldn't imagine life without you, or the world without your shining face in it. You always know exactly what to say to make me feel better when everything is crashing in my life. Its amazing how close you can be to someone without them being blood. You are like my other half. We have a type of friendship that only each other understand. You are beautiful, inside and out Erica. Through the good and the bad, I know that you will always be there for me. When I felt that I had nothing, you came and showed me that I had everything. I had you. I will always love you from the bottom of my heart.

Samuel- I honestly do not know what I would do without you. Words cannot describe how much I love and care for you. You always make me laugh, and you always make me smile. You have a beautiful soul, and I adore every little thing about you. I know that we don't necessarily see eye to eye on every subject, but we are still the best of friends. You have a beautiful face, that always lights up my world. I love you to pieces.

Samantha- Ever since I met you we have been on this journey, well it's more of like an adventure. I feel like sometimes we are on a rollorcoaster ride in a magical land. Think about it, everything has its ups and downs, but in the end it was all worth the ride and you have a smile on your face from the experience. I have learned so much about life through you, and you always make me laugh hysterically. I feel so young when I am with you, and I feel that I can be crazy and not care what anyone thinks. Thanks for everything you've taught me. I'll always be your biggest fan.

Brandon- You do understand that you owe me soo much right about now right? Haha, I'm just kidding. Brandon Maclean, you mean the world to me. Ever since 6th grade you have always been there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on. You're always there to give me the hugs I need when I feel so all alone in this world, and I'd be so lost without you. You are beautiful (handsome) in every way, and I couldn't ask for a better best friend.

Hoffman- Wow, what a life we have lived together right? I have so much I could say about you. You make me SO mad, but yet I adore you. You are one of my best friends, and I couldn't imagine living without you there to pick on me. As every day passes by I thank God that I have you. (Even though you don't believe in Him... -_-). You've changed me in so many ways, but nothing really for the bad. I love you forever.

John- Well, I love you. I think everyone knows this by now. You confuse me. You make me mad. But, I love you. You came into my life almost 2 years ago back when I needed someone most, and you helped change me a lot. If I didn't have you there would be so many occasions where i'd feel I was worthless, and ugly. But, you make me feel beautiful, and I do believe that was always your goal. Thank you so much for being amazing, and for always trying to make me feel amazing.


Felicia- I miss you so very much. I know we haven't talked much but I want you to know that you have impacted my life in so many ways. You are such a beautiful person, and I love talking to you. Whenever I need to vent to someone, you are always there. Thanks so much for always just listening, because sometimes that's all someone needs. Is someone to listen.

Ashley- I hate that you got switched over to Ocoee High School. I miss research with you, and I miss you always being there to make everything better. I realized the last time I saw you that you are one of the few people who will always try to make me feel better. I also realized that there would be soo many times i'd still be crying if it wasn't for you. I love and miss you so much. We are completly weird together, but I love every conversation we have. The green lantern will come save us from the flying pigs with sombreros in space...I promise. <3

Kara- Honestly, I think we have gotten to a point where we tell each other basically almost everything. I feel completly safe telling you all about my life, and about why everything has sucked, or about why it's been amazing. We have a special bond, because of our hair of course, and I love you. You don't understand how lost I would be without you at school. You're the only one who understands everything there. Thanks soo much for always make me smile, I couldn't ask for a better Karange.

Stephanie- I haven't known you very long but we have gotten really close this year. Thank you so much for always listening to me rant, and for listening to me talk. You are amazing, and I look forward to getting to know you more as the years go on. Even though we will be in college we will always keep in touch. Thanks for everything you've done, and thanks for always making me smile.

Heather- I miss seeing you all the time, but I know that you will always be there for me. You are one of those friends who when I need someone most I know I can call and you will be there to cheer me up. I can tell you anything, and I know you won't judge me. You are beautiful, and I love you.

Becky- Even though we aren't anywhere near as close as we used to be you still mean a lot to me. You have helped me through quite a bit these past few years, and I really do love you. I hope you understand this Beck. Never forget our memories. R squared forever mkay?

Nancy- Okay, so i'm new to this whole you being apart of our group but you are amazing. I've actually known you since 9th grade, but you just now started going to wekiva where you got close to all of my friends and me, and yay. Haha, you are amazing and I heart you. Thanks for just always being there.

Pastor Justin- I could never forget to write about you. You are my mentor, and one of my greatest models in which I look up too. I believe God has placed you into my life for a reason, and I believe i'm starting to realize you are teaching me more then I ever thought you were. I have been called to be a childrens pastor, and because of this I look to you for what I should be like later in life. Thanks for trusting me with everything you trust me with, and thanks for teaching me everything you teach me. I love you so much, and I am so grateful God has placed you and your family in my life. I couldn't ask to work under a better Kids Pastor.

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