The Weather.

There is something about me and the cold weather, I don't know what is is but I adore it. The cold weather means hot cocoa, apple cider, homemade apple crisp, homemade chicken noodle soup, fires out back with smores, curling up in my room with my blanket watching television, and much much more. For some reason every time it gets cold I feel good inside, although I do find myself also getting sad at times. But generally I am much happier during the cold season. The only reason i'd find myself sad would be because I get lonelier when its cold out because I find myself wanting to cuddle up with someone. This weather has such a major impact on me, I find myself thinking much more and being more poetic about everything. I'm excited about the weather.

I don't know how to smile.

Really, I don't. Any picture I ever take my smile looks soo bad in. Oh, well i'll learn someday lol. So, last night was amazing. I love spending time with Samantha, we really don't get to do it enough. From taking a thousand pictures, to a random lady asking me if I was okay and if I needed help because I was laying on the side of the road and to Samantha dying my hair dark chocolate brown and me freaking out. It was all amazing and perfect in every way. I love my best friend. She makes me smile :]

Farewell.

My last blog site shut down or something, I think. I'm really not sure, but i'm kinda really upset about it. That thing had my heart on it. I would of printed out everything if I knew it was gonna shut down so fast...now everything I had is gone. I hope this thing will do for now. I need to write, I've felt incomplete the last few days without somewhere that I can vent. Writing has become my escape from emotions, and my way of expressing myself. Who knew that words had such power to them. I've grown a deep love and admiration for the english language, and through my writing I want to show people who I am inside. I've realized a lot recently through my quiet times. I am someone who needs to express herself. I do this through playing music, and through writing. Those are my two way of relieving everything that i've bottled up inside.

Writing, music...the arts...they are my passion.