TouchdownTurnaround.

I finally did it. I finally let him go. We both know we need time away from each other in order to focus our attention on whats important. Through this i'm hoping so many doors will open up, and so many opportunities will arise. I'm going on a journey to find myself, and on this journey he won't be apart of my life until I finish it. Its hard, but it's something I need to do for me, and for him. It feels good, yet hard at the very same time. Writing that message was the hardest thing i've ever done. As I wrote every new word the tears would come streaming down harder. But, I finally faced my fears and said everything that needed to be said. I feel as if the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders, and like i'm starting out new. Sometimes you need to let the potter break down the clay and create something new, something better and that's what i'm setting out to do. Let God take control and use me and mold me into what He wants me to be. Pray for me as I go on this journey because day one has already been hard. But i'll stick to it, and He will fix my heart.