I believe You're my Healer.

Tonight God has healed me. He has took my heart and made it whole again. I can't even explain to you what He's done for me tonight. I let it all go, and I feel free. I feel happy, and I love it. So I won't be writing any more "phase" days. It's over, it's done, and it's the past. I love him, yes, that's not exactly changing, but I let it go. The pain is gone, and i'm ready to move on with my life. I'm still not going to talk to him for awhile to finish my healing process, I just got healed, but I need recovery. So, I know when I'll talk to him again. It should be in about 2 weeks. Whenever Olan goes to Flood again is when I'll talk to him because I will randomly show up at Flood with Olan. I hope it's not too much longer then 2-3 weeks. I know Olan isn't going to Flood next week, but he should be going the Sunday after. I'm happy again, and I love it. I feel like i've let go of everything that's been holding me back and I'm ready to take on the world. =] Ah, Jesus is amazing.