Lost.

Ever since last night I have been feeling a since of confusion, and emptiness. I feel that I am running dry, and that my well has nothing left to give. Last night when I went to John's college and career group, Flood, I had one on one time with God during the praise and worship. As I closed my eyes, I began to pray out to him about my life, and how I needed him now more then ever. Sometimes you are going and going and you forget to fill up your gas tank. That's exactly how I feel right now. I feel that i've become comfortable with where I am in my life spiritually, and that i've done nothing to grow closer to Him. The empty feeling is like no other, and it digs deep within my soul. Sometimes your life gets so busy, you forget that you need to give up time to God, and that's exactly what i've been doing. I used to study the bible when I was in bible quiz all the time, and I realize now that through bible quiz I was forced to stay on track with my digging deep into His word. I will admit, I haven't been reading the bible as much, or having my one on one moments with God as much recently. This makes my heart cry out, as I fall down on my knees. You see today I made a pledge that i'd start a new. That i'd start listening to worship music and start waking up earlier in order to pray and read my bible. I mean what's 30 minutes? I think God deserves my time.

So much has been going on in my life both spiritually, and emotionally. I just need His comforting hands to wrap His arms around me.